The last December before grad school?

In this blog, there are many things I have written about - I have told my strories, I have deconstructed them, I have reconstructed them and reflected upon that which happens in my life. I have trained myself as a writer, especially since 2009 is the year in which I wrote the most posts in this blog, the founding year. The formative year. In 2010, I actually became a freelance writer for a travel magazine, "The Flamingo" and I joined a group of doctors who aimed to take their HIV Clinicians' Society to great heights and they taught me so much about HIV and the body and disease. In 2011 I joined a public health organisation and I applied the statistics I had studied alone in 2009-2010, that initially began just as a catch in the topic of probability that I needed to learn for the GRE and it went deep into the exploration of statistics. Now I teach GRE preparatory classes at the start of every year to a group of adults applying for the Fulbright. I also did a statistics short course in Stellenbosch this year that blew my mind and restored my positive energy, my agency. I can only thank the Lord for all my blessings, though others will claim it has been all 'me', but I know it has not. So then what I am writing this blog for.

The process of reflection. That introspection of the self, that journey to another place without having to leave home physically (well I am in my office, this is where I use the computer now, because it is the only place that is ergonomic in terms of wrist support and posture). Indeed, overcoming my injury, repeated strain injury that developed in 2011 as a result of typing up hundreds of pages of documents and SPSS click and point analyses. My arms were in so much pain, I could not use the laptop without the burn. And now, I use and take breaks every half hour, thanks to this computer program eye leo (though I sometimes postpone them, I ought to break at the scheduled time).

Love life. Oh yes, love life. Is this not what I am blogging for in any case? Hopping there will be someone out there who will take a liking to what I write and the he would look me up, here in Windhoek and find me somehow. Yeah write, write, keep on writing is what this boy Ruan Human from the Outfocus - a gay news page on facebook - told me in 2011. I had a crush on him because he raised awareness about human rights abuses in Namibia concerning same sex acts and I had a 'facebook crush' on him. In real life I decided I did not like him that much.
But so much has happened since then.
But no time now, the Eye leo break is now.