Oh Lord Hear My Prayer, In Morning when I rise...

Dear Lord,
Teach me how to be,
to gain discipline agian

Sono cosi confuso che non riesco a scrivere una frase che ha senso

Drowing
Drowing in confusion

I thought we would have dinner tonight,
with my family
but I ended cooking and eating alone
my own food
what will I do in the comming days?
well first let me recover from this cold I have,
but then?
but then?
when?

Amen